I'm finding it extremely hard to want to be on poupee
I am kind of glad I am taking a hiatus from it because just between me leaving there has been three or four new events. Needless to say that I will miss the community and dressing up but
lately i have been in the "oh, what's the point?" attitude.
I always look at my closet and items and there's someone who is doing much better, with nicer things. I wish I had bat wings, I wish I had the xmas ribbon, I wish I had the vampiress cape, I wish I had the hello kitty headband, I wish for many things, and there are those who just have them at a snap of their fingers. It's frustrating, specially when the catchers came out and girls have all the catcher items by dumping over 30 bucks worth of jewels into them.
I am glad for all the girls, but it makes me feel like an outsider even more.
I am sad about a lot of things to do with poupee, but I am just happy that halloween is almost here! This year, I am going to be a umm... pink devil girl? lol I really didn't think about my cotume so much this year actually, i just wanted to re-use my pink wig from AX and found this pretty shiny Tripp dress at the thrift store, that plus all my goth stuff = costume of some type?
I found demon horns as well for under 40 cents, so I just needs the tail and the wings, which I can make //hearts//
Maybe I'll add a costume chapter to my sewing blog, which by the way is not even there yet lol
Here's reasons for that:
- Scarlet has no time
- Scarlet is lazy
- Scarlet is dealing with a crisis
- Scarlet is also talking to das boy, and he is a distraction

I'm registering for school on Friday, my glasses got shipped out today, and currently Kiyoharu's "And I can't feel nothing" is playing on my Zune.
I wish I could tell everyone that I am enjoying the new event "Art and Strong Appetite Event" but it's a lame excuse for an event. I liked the conducting stick, but a cello? wtf is fashionable about a cello? lol I don't know if there's limiteds for this event, but ehhh I don't care
My last jewels are being saved for Halloween, and also I am looking forward to my sale.
I haven't made a list, so if you are curious just comment on here with the item you are wondering about. Thanks.
I want to come back to poupee when I have time, and time to stalk furima.
I feel like I would be happier if I got all the deals I keep missing, but I am sure I will get back on the furima horse but not right away lol
The skill I developed was with my old compy, and it doesn't work on this one, sadly.

I can't wait till halloween, I hope we get more bats, and coffin bags, and pumpkin shirts, and more cats //hearts//